Tonight’s been a huge struggle. Donevans birthday is in a couple weeks. He would have been 19 years old. I’m constantly wondering what he would be like right now? Where would he be in life? Would he have gone the direction he was working so hard for? Losing Donevan feels like a life sentence for a crime I didn’t commit. There was no trial, no warning, and no release date. Just a door that slammed shut and a world I’m forced to survive inside. One that I would have never wanted. I miss hearing hi